I Dream of a Dream come True

2005-10-10T03:14:00.000-07:00

i'm not stupid.i know what you're hinting at.

2005-10-09T01:24:00.001-07:00

dream.aim.work.fly.rgsrcy year 1'05 rocks on.especially esther dear and jane darling.yepp.tata.

2005-10-09T01:24:00.000-07:00

STRESS.
feel like pulling out all my hairs.but too bad.my hairs are all damn rooted.
feel like murdering some people.
feel like dying.
feel like puking.
feel like sleeping.
feel like strangling myself.but i don't dare.
feel like commiting sucide.
this world is so horrible.
feel like climbling up the stairway to heaven.
oh lame.it's just a fairytale.
just feel myself drifting further and further away from this world.no more connections.

2005-10-07T21:57:00.001-07:00

i hate u.get out of my life.u make me want to puke.

2005-10-07T21:57:00.000-07:00

EOYs! i hate you.get out of my life.shoo.

2005-10-07T04:49:00.000-07:00

i'm confused.i really am.i thought about all the past events last night.is she a hyprocrite?a two-faced person?i really really dun know.maybe she will never ever know that i have been hurt by her.but i truly am.her words just pierced right through my heart.must she really be so cruel even if she wanted to spite me?does that make her life more comfortable this way?maybe to her the answer will always be yes.but to me.i dun know.and i dun wish to know.i'm just confused.

2005-10-02T02:51:00.000-07:00

life is not what we always expect.even after you've fallen down,dun cry.dun fret.just pick yourself up.some people are just not meant to be your frens.so just leave them alone.the more u bother about them, the more vicious they become.so just leave them alone.like what i did.dun ever ever cry over someone like her.cause you'll find one day that it's not worth it.you've wasted your precious tears.just leave her alone.cause retribution will fall on her one day.sih im.dun be sad anymore kae?CHEER UP.cause you always have me as a fren.if one day u find that the whole world hates u, you'll still have me.just dun bother about her.most importantly,SMILE.cause i dun want to see my wonderful fren so sad.understand?haha.okie.shall end here for now.i'm getting very depressed.she is a killer.and her victims are her friends.her friends..